My religious beliefs

[joshwriting]

A question on Sheroes asked "How did you come to your beliefs?"

After many years of studying and reading about different religions, including the one I was ostensibly raised in, and after prayer seeking guidance (and a clue), and after conversations with priests, reverends, rabbis and shamans...

I concluded that I have nary a clue, nor any chance (in hell) of finding one.

I am a devout agnostic, dedicated to the principle that I do not and cannot know what is going on with deities.

I do pray, though...

p.s. If I listed my mood as contemplative every time I LJed, I suspect it would not be inaccurate.

Comments

Re: Praying for, not praying to...

[joshwriting.livejournal.com]

I am not a deist.

I hold the belief that a higher power might exist, but that I cannot know if there is or is not such a being.

I hold that if there is a benevolent deity, that my lack of belief will not hinder my prayers, that if there is a malevolent deity, that my lack of belief will not cause my prayers to be worse than the rest of what such a deity would do, and that if it is a neutral or alien deity, that my trying to figure out the reaction would be a waste of time.

If there is no deity, no collective unconscious, and no power from my directed thoughts, then my prayers are so much hot air - but they cost me nothing.

I am an agnostic. I have read the definition and it clearly fits. The problems some others have with my praying strike me as assertive on their part that because they do not know, therefore prayer CANNOT help - and that is too much knowledge of how things work for me to be comfortable with.

Re: Praying for, not praying to...

[oasis-in-chaos.livejournal.com]

I definitely agree and understand what you mean. It was just a suggestion. =)